vacation
Vacation
That's a big beautiful surprise, wow.
My mind hasn't completely caught up yet. I'm in disbelief.
I look at you, and I'm like, "Whoa." Very attractive.
We are the 2 cats.
You're Ma is dressed beautifully.
I should believe it later, because I have to write this now.
I write to you in a sickly state. Please be understanding and lenient about my manner.
Darling, in hard times if you need emotional support, someone to lean on, know always I care about you and would like to help.
GUIDE
Today I leave. Okay the agreement I will honor.
Think like this: We have no ties between us. There isn't any burden.You may forget about it. You are free and independent to do as you wish.
Although for me, it simply means, immediately after I heal you are the first girl I look to meet.
I won't talk to any girl. (Note at the end.) You always have first place.
A) Short-term:
If by the time I return you're single then we date. Couples who stay together naturally help each toward a lifetime.
B) Mid-Term or long-term:
I may return near your birthday month. We'll go on dates.
If ever you decide for a boyfriend, then I'll date another girl like Seaglo.
Even while active, you can forget about the agreement again.
Being with you or being without, after my startup business I'll be able to help you and Ma for a lifetime. I want to keep you secure and safe.
Why
Here is the scene with the "message" on the paper at the right hand. (The toy needs work.)
Hypothesize if you loved me. You then asked me to do something really important, yet I decide not to do it. If you ask me numerous times but at each request I had released it soon. Eventually, you begin to believe your task is not worthy because I don't love you.
That's how I have felt for so many months: The lovely girl I had given real feelings to didn't care in return. If you love someone who gives you the 'opposite' back, the love is lost. In this scene, temporarily I'll keep the message blurred. I urge to witness something that isn't temporal and more permanent.
Plan
I need to leave today. Consequently, I can't finish the Places 4 movie immediately. What I'll do instead is I'll leave for a month. On March 14 I'll make a "Resurface" page. "Resurface" will include recent news about my health status plus the Places 4 movie in full. (Regardless if you've met someone new, I could still post it if appropriate. )
For the past couple of days, I've been learning about musicians. I'm unknowledgeable about musicians of our recent history. After the spoiler, the remaining part seems near pointless to show -- except 1 scene of interest. I planned 2 new songs with new motivation.While in the desert I see many construction vehicles. One scene of new music is for your Mommy.
Breaking
While I'm away, you're free and independent.
I am not responsible for your actions. You can freely choose to revert to your original decision and course.
Here is my guidance. Remeber last time, and the R girl with your parent in July/August? Am I responsible for her? You remember the strawberry and Seaglo, then you reverted? Things seem to always spring up, when I'm leaving. If anything happens remember I'm usually playing the defense, and not the offense. Normally, those on the offense want something and are the ones to question. Apply this idea to anything in the current weeks.
Sapphy please listen. No matter what happens or any unexpected sudden urge,
please wait at minimum 2 weeks before you revert. 3 weeks is right and ideal. 4 weeks is best. Please wait. I can't in whole explain but it's important.
To break the contract, you may wear a very big funny hat.
Caution
Please be cautious.
I've gathered precautions from observations about Mr. P:
- Be careful of birthdays, anniversaries, and holidays. Previously, at each special occasion is when I saw the attempt for the unwanted friendship or to acquire color.
- He may reach for any length to achieve something, perhaps even via peculiar or unnatural methods.
- Mr. P likes to take.
- Only for safety, I tell again. A relationship between Mr. P and I isn't starting or forming.
- I notice his power and influence have been growing. He's using progressively greater news sources as credit to support his aims. Please pardon me and allow me the privilege to add, the comparison of salary may perhaps suggest a better viewpoint if anyone would consider influence.
Finally
Please excuse the gift for the lady as a goodbye present - about 3.
A note page will follow for a goodbye, added info, and corrections .
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-- February 14, 2024, 3:30pm EDT |