rad 2

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The grand gesture of fellowship from this outstanding gentleman of Mr. P's friendships is something astounding.

From my disbelief I have trouble grasping it and absorbing it into believing it. The feelings permeating with enthusiasm from the event has the effect of surpassing my judgement to make right decisions. I have an admiration for him, and a decision must used.

For the best decisions, to efficiently consider the facts I have to temporarily set aside the overwhelming good feelings from the event. To see the plain facts through objective eyes, the benefit is practicality.

I have a standpoint. An eminent fact towers in importance above all things. The recognition is the strong bond the gentleman has to Mister Particular. To find a fellowship with this gentlemen of Mr. P., equally could mean I have to find a fellowship directly with the Particular mister.
Hence, next the subject about the context of Mr. P and I should do within some time for consideration.

My decisions about Mr. P, I had decided very many years ago; That could extend to a decade into the past. I had written blogs about it. I apologize to say the many discoveries of the latest years have ascertained my outlook. I try to give accurate and objective facts in each blog. Pardon me, although for Mr. P and I the outcome doesn't appear to be very well.
About this subject of relations between 3 persons (including myself), it's unclear about what to do.

Last Blog

Sapphy:
I'm sorry for my treatment of you from the blog "radically".
I wrote the previous blog in haste. Through the contents of it my discontent is becoming apparent.
I have never given my affection or any drawing of a heart to a girl without your permission or a fair cause. If any girl dissatisfied you, I released them for many months. If the recent dance movie had any of your influence connected to it, it is considered the highest betrayal. My real feelings for you are now in question.
The only way to resupply my true feelings for you is to use my suggestion. The simple guidelines are:
1) Please wear orange, with black cloth on any extremity - to show it's for me.
2) Then, do nothing for 1 week.

Afterwards, I will say goodbye for 2 months to each lady.

Good wishes, please have a fulfilling spring.

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-- March 13, 2024, 7am EDT