radically

Sapphy:

A) Remember in Juy 2023, you overreacted to something that wasn't even true, and you reverted?
Any hint or suggestion of unfaithfulness or if I say even 1 word to any girl, you decide to revert entirely and return to the original status. Something so slight, please be kinder in your reaction.

About this recent event, try to be in this lady's shoes. What if on the platform that were you - like when you first showed your music to the public? Giving full effort, devotion, and placing in whole yourself on-the-line, in the public eye and for a potential relation. How should we treat any person?
Hypothesize, if I had ignored you completely. At a very crucial event in the eyes of the vast many you may feel wholly embarrassed, rejected, or discouraged. After a challenging task, people need compliments to know they did good. Like for you, comments are required to assure your work in the public watch was satisfactory. I take a chance to help someone.

Is it because I said "supergirl"? Terms like superman, superstar, supergirl only mean they do a super job.
The comment is genderless and completely harmless, that merely describes her performance and nothing else - for a very important event.
Exactly the same matter is the dissatisfaction everyone felt when I didn't comment to Mr. P's friend soon after the monumental event.
= Mr. P's friend may have felt dejected and dislike for me. Everyone else thought I was being completely mean and unsympathetic. There's much emotional risk, when you truly risk something for someone.
It's the same for man or woman.

I have been primarily faithful to you from the very start. The only way that I can comment so freely and confidently to another girl in front of you, is when I know:
#1) My heart, without fail, has always been primarily yours.
#2) And / Or when I know a relationship of an opposite gender will not form - that could jeopardize an actual potential you and I.

( I sensed someone was heartbroken.)
I actually thought the comment I made to her was so deficient that it was offensive. Because when you count "supergirl" (for a super performance) as harmless, then ponder the other comments, I thought actually the wee comment to her was deficient and did not equal such extent the high profile task she'd done.
It's why I made Note 2 of blog 'rad' - as kinda a pardon.

B) When I say I'm mentally sick (and emotionally), it doesn't' mean my thoughts are illogical. It simply means my mind is carrying unnatural and extreme amounts of burden and stress to the point of feeling sad.

C) Here's why I have been keeping up the insistence for you to do what you did on February 12 once again or twice, to clear up the matter.
Because if a lie or anything that is untrue exists too long, it becomes true.

Yesterday is that confirmation. Though on Feb 12 what you did was primarily for me, it appeared to many that it was mostly for Mr. P - because of the day before.
I tried to help you clarify it, you were unwilling to do it, and now you are promoting the misrepresentation Feb 12 was primarily for Mr. P.
This why you should always be clear and immediately correct any confusion, even if it's very minor. Any confusion will only worsen and grow. Always represent everything clearly.

Lastly

Again my healing and vacation are destroyed because you still can't trust me. As the monthly usual, another big mess is made. Normally, we're unable to get past 2 weeks in agreement. If you made a mistake again (by the harmless "supergirl" comment), please do something to heal this situation.
When you do this and use POS, I will say goodbye to each lady for 2 months.
Later.

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-- March 12, 2024, 3:30pm EDT