Note of "vacation"

My fault

For blog "vacation", in section "Breaking", I'll clean up the subject.

I was not saying it's Seaglo, Sapphy, or the Parent. Instead, I'm saying it's me.
It's as if I have bad mojo, karma, or luck. Each time I want to leave, a bunch of occurrences happen that keep me from going. I must remain. Each of these instances I was personally as well involved.

Confusion

People may be confused. Here is an illustration of the events of the past days.

A) Blog "To" was posted Feb 10, 9:20pm PST.
I requested to Sapphy that she wear orange - section "A course", last paragraph.

B) I had requested Sapphy to wear orange Saturday in "To". 1 day after, on a Sunday, Mr. P wears orange.
Only 1 week before in "Pause" (section "Faults") I said if Mr. P would continue to evade the request to adhere to wearing his own chosen colors instead of mine, the suggestion could impress the evidence that Mr. P could be an unfriendly person.

Since the request he missed again, does the action appear from unfriendliness?
1 day after; Is Mr. P's action intentional? Is he trying to interfere?
The request of adhering to his prime colors is better to keep confusion away.

C) Sapphy wears orange on Monday. So who's it for?
Mr. P. (from Sunday), or myself (from Saturday) ?
Find the answer from connected like clues:
#1 -- I have a cat. I always had a cat. I've never seen Mr. P with a cat - he currently has a dog. The cats are for me.
#2 -- Between Sapphy and I red is my prime color.
#3 -- Many times in the past, you can tell who Sapphy is thinking of by her companion's dress. From her Ma, does it suggest Mr. P or I as the influence ?
#4 -- Blue jeans is my prime color Capri Blue, although this clue is not definite because jeans are ordinary wear. Blue is a complimentary color of orange. Orange also is 1 of 4 selected prime colors.
For 'any' person, when wearing orange clothes it's natural to pair it with blue clothes (jeans), or other items with colors that compliment.
#5 -- Sapphy usually takes some time for a response.
#6 -- The shirt is hard to see, and she's covering it up. It may be what she doesn't want to express.

Panda notes

Darling Panda, please take your time. Within 3 weeks while I'm away, a beneficial move is by clarifying to everyone who the response is given to. I wish for it.
It reassures me and everyone. Through the weeks, it's friendlier for Mr. P to adhere to his prime colors.

If redoing within weeks: You may easily repost the image with a better description.
Or, you may do something new for me. Please take ample time.

BYE

Before my real absence, for each lady it's appropriate I leave some words for comfort. Please allow this permission.
Your Ma wore blue. That's great. Revisiting the past in mind, she wore this color before I chose it. If so, I can release that color for her to use freely, especially without my influence.

At all costs for 2 weeks, please remain in the decision of today. If you're parents equally select and accompany you in your decision, its effect is optimal.

The reason I'm leaving for vacation is to heal. I write while being unwell yet I like being well. Especially if love is waiting, I will miss you. Love is found when we connect. Your absence was felt during passing months. I wish troubles are settled.The course of your life you may choose, or others may choose. Please find a pleasant year in fun activities. First is to heal. In these hours I begin the vacation. Fair dear girl, perhaps we'll meet at another time. Until later, bye.

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-- February 14, 2024, 9:30pm PST