Part 4, friend

Part 4

Places 4 was set to show today, April 10, 2024.
2 hurdles are why I'll postpone the release.
I've been ceaselessly writing necessary blogs, to clear away the continual confusion or misperception that frequently springs up. I write every few days. Although, it wastes many days of needed time.
A hurdle is stress and other circumstances. I wish to have a vacation because I'm exhausted.
Places 4 will be released this month.

Purchase

Many times we may purchase an item with attributes you agree with that will outweigh the objections about it.
Yesterday I made a purchase. On the product has Mr. P's main colors on it.
I bought the product not for MP's colors, but despite them.
If you look at KG p on the General Side of the blog page, you may comprehend why.
The reason for purchasing it is not connected to MP.

Friendship (REWRITTEN )

The why had evaded my grasp, when after 2 years of expressing my dissatisfaction about a friendship between MP and I, still I sense an urge to bring him and I together.
After many years, I can perceive the reasons better.

1) People believe MP is a universally friendly person who is the answer to every man regardless of his/her status in friendships.
2) Also in the ideal of friendliness, 2 friendly people would get along. I as a friendly or caring
person will automatically accept him who's friendly as a personal friend without exception. Or if I am deficient in friends at any time, because of his great enthusiasm for friendship he is my obvious choice to participate toward my emotional health.

I have 2 comments that alter or transform these exemplary examples:
A) Health.
I have established a standard of health that I feel to maintain it, I should choose the relationships I feel are the most optimal to me that fits my personality type. I have a preference of friend that may seem somewhat strict to only those who I can't accept. To the plenty I do accept they could feel it's lenient and fair. For instance, if I sense any person with peculiar or unkind behavior, and that behavior may have risk, I will exercise the free choice to avoid a friendship in the purpose of security, even a valuable one. I wouldn't compromise my emotional health by taking unnecessary risks.
Occasionally, I can feel deficient in friends and lonely, although that's rare or infrequent.
Today I have an emotional illness that partially jeopardizes my health overall. It further precautions me to postpone the friends that I would have until a later date.

B) Better roads.
In my opinion, I see in Mr. P a man with traits who could likely and potentially disagree with my own. Greater friendships with others would better suit him and I.
Among the personal traits in him, I find is someone in the past who had ignored my suggestions and requests over years to him when I was pretty sure he was listening. His behavior clashes with mine in a way that frequently seems unkind. I've noticed from the loads of papers I write, inquiries for them revealed traits that I would not identify as holding clear attributes of honesty. My common sense says to to pass any potential meetings in the meantime.
When I have emotional health and MP has abundant relationships, independent roads from each other are available, and there isn't a true need to find the agreement of our abilities or ties in fellowship.
The conclusion is, even as a valuable and popular man it would suit Mr. P and I to search efficiently for better avenues which likely exist in others that hold more healthy and fulfilling friendships.

Info (REWRITTEN )

To aspire to match 2 people as friends together, there are some criteria. They include listening to the needs of both.
Listening to the needs of one but neglecting the needs of the other, it endangers someone by the risk of pairing what could be an abusive relationship.
Not all relationships work. For example, recent news suspects MP could've had the encounter of a wrong relationship.
Right clues between persons signify relations that do work. Right signs include willingness.
At this time, there is not willingness for a friendship between us. It would suit MP and I better to skip present and future opportunities by redirecting our interests due to key differences of personality in favor of prime relationships with greater rewards. I'm sorry and thank you.
Pardon my quick writing and while ill.
Have nice days.

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-- April 10, 2024, 9am EDT

~ Update: 5pm