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SUMMARY

Summary of events from June 2023 to today.

From June to August 2023 MP attentively knew I appreciated music.
Following, about mid-August to mid-September, a very exceptional authority of music (discounting the matters of today) opened to me as a nice associate perhaps to join his awesome team. MP was also in the team of friends. Hence to join him and team means I'd be introduced to MP. (MP = Mr. P.)
However since 1.5 previous years ago I've acknowledged openly my disinterest in a friendship with MP, so I missed the opportunity.

On August 31, I guess, indirectly I reaffirmed by suggestion I couldn't join MP's friend by publishing Friendly?. In it, I stated the person (MP) who constantly urges to acquire color I could not see him as a friendly person -- wrong use of colors excludes his friend of musical authority. It may hint the effect that to not join MP equally means I couldn't join the friend of MP and team.
In September, I published Force, to further suggest to Mr. P to avoid my colors - beforehand he'd chosen his own popular colors.
October 15 in 3 REQUESTS I told him again to use his own colors; A couple of days later, he joins the sports team. I believe he had prior knowledge about the colors the team wore, and the name on it. Because to have my colors and my name attached seems intentional. So I suspect the team purposefully selected was an excuse to acquire my colors. Also, he might have known the tournament's duration extended until Christmas 2023.
Within 1 week before Christmas he wears all my colors, and breaks all 3 requests of 3 REQUESTS. (Trace describes it more.)
February 2024, a very extraordinary friend of MP opens to me as a friendly associate.
March 2024 another highly remarkable individual will have an event at the casino.

In August 2023, February 2024, March 2024.
from them I sense there is a real friendship in each. Although, I believe its inspiration, if not most, is for MP.
I notice all persons involved coincidentally are from MP's friendships, who then conceivably can find easy amounts of inspiration if it were influenced directly from MP, who is their firm friend. If for 2 years friendship had emanated from MP, then the truer original cause that propels the friendship is from MP.
****The conclusion is, though his friends seem sincere, the origin of most the drive for friendship is from MP who (from experiences with him years before) I believe is not sincere.

The origin of friendship from MP sadly continues immediately after plenty of notices to him were to discontinue, even amongst the years of declining his offer. Sequentially, this comprehension is discovered that since the regular avenues to any friendship in the past were blocked by my frequent comments that include his pursuit for friendship is by unpleasant and high pressure, maybe is when MP had decided to begin to use the channels of his good friends, perhaps like an alternative route to apply his version of a friendship to me.

Him urging a friendship directly against someone's will and to grief for 2 years is irregular. Most true friendly people don't cross the natural borders into force. At each time I had attempted to decline with courtesy, but his immediate response was to ignore it to promote it which is the apparent evidence of small signs in MP an aggressive nature does exist. The example is October 15, above. Days after I asked him to use his chosen colors he immediately ignored my request to wear mine.
Because of this info, and the wrong timing for me, I feel sorry for these few years to postpone any friendships from his direct friends if there's true sincerity.
I wish you the pinnacle of mountainous heights.

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-- April 6, 2024, 10:30pm EDT