co-opers

 
Am I being legitimate? I've said, for more than a past decade I wanted to change my name to Donny Snow.
Besides, I've noticed a nice quality about each girl you know I met, and is why I prefer them to others who don't; Each girl who cares about me enough acquires the resource to do at least some kind of a background check. That's the info I picked up on - in this specific area of our activity. There's a reason why I did certain things, but I would rather not tell in this way in this blog. The result is, for the people I've chosen to be a part of my life and interact with they get at least some essential required information they should know. About that situation, what onlookers think doesn't matter.

So, they know. I know they know. Though they may not know I know they know. You know they know. You know I know they know. So you know, I don't know if they know I know. Though, the possibility is they know I know they know.
We know, it shouldn't matter they know I know they know, when they know what they already should know. That's all I'm saying.

Choice

When you reserved your heart for me, in the beginning you primarily rested on me the responsibility to know and make a way for us to meet.
You relied on my perception about the complete steps to make in the course for this desired result. I have the map. By my management, when I guided you to do or not do specific actions, and you stood against my decisions, it shouldn't be a question about why we haven't met yet; Right? Whenever I ask you to do anything, don't we agree it's for your and my benefit? I mentioned, the "miracle pill" method was to hurt me so much to such desperation as to force me into action. Although, I chose to do that to you, you couldn't bear it, and you would probably dislike me for it.

Did I do something very wrong to get the silent treatment? Is it because i won't accept a friendship? For anyone, having the power to choose or exclude any relationship to find the right and optimum relationships is a healthy way to make a decision. As an addition, free will gives us total free choice without any pressure from others.
Or, was it because I told the truth through numbers?

Lastly

By this rate I foresee that our progress without your consistent cooperation is near nonexistent. I said to Berry, that I was depriving you from a normal healthy life at having a real boyfriend. Since December 2022, I felt it was the right time to leave.

Sapphy girl, it's a time to be unselfish and help.
Whether you want me to leave or go, I have made a way that best suits both you and I.
The single action left next, is still for you to trust and accept my guidance.
I let each girl go as I said, for 2 weeks. If you're pleased, by a glad response I will let them go for another 2 weeks = a month.
Is it wrong to show someone you care?
Panda bear, either way we'll set things right.
When I see it, we'll go on;
If it is, please show the care you have.

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-- March 21, 2023, 9:50am PST
~ Update: 10:55am