To

Sapphy:

I used some days as times of rest. You may or may not know why.

Dedicate

My goal has been to give you my prime devotion, and to keep available an equal devotion to you in the fixed form of an agreement to stand as a substitute in my place, when I leave for the vacation.
I am not kidding when I say I'm not well. It's emotional and mental but not physical, and the time for healing is required.
If I'm gone for a short time, extended time, or a very long time the agreement will 'always' be ready for use and take at your time of choice.
For years I've been forced by Mr. P and other sources toward a friendship as the only single path available to take.
If you want a path and it's journey that's truly your own then for lifelong is available the agreement, that represents an available free nice car when you travel the highways of life and to steer in the way of your choosing.
The orange tab of "4 WAYS" tells about the agreement. After my objective to do all I could for you to make everything right before I go, I can't do anything more. Afterwards you are free to do anything. If you want to break the contract only 1 month after, while I'm on vacation, I'm completely fine with any choice you choose.
As part of the no-risk-contract it means, if you decide to break the agreement at any time the requirement is I quit or stop adhering to or enforcing the contract you no longer want. If and when you would choose that course, you will never see me again, so I will agree to not return.

If there's nothing to lose, nothing to risk, then why not give the agreement a try?
Is the risk, a girl is going to show she likes a guy? Do you fear the risk of being a natural person?
So many people are willing to assist you toward the destination you aim for.

A course

I only want to take care of you and your Ma, you'll have care as a selectable options anytime you need it either in the short or extended absence.
Hold in mind this direction of thought. We had done it your way for the last 1 or 2 years. Where did it get us? We have stayed in the same spot as a year ago. About a year ago, I believe I said if you keep doing what your doing, we will stay right where we are.
The outcome of today is it happened as it was said. The one change is I'm giving more work to you. I have been hurting because of it. Which is to help to influence you for giving the right step to exit the single spot we've stayed for so long, toward a state of progress.

Sapphy try it my way for once. To do it wholeheartedly, not halfway, for 3 weeks and you will see real results.
I know my limitations, and this is the best plan for you, or for us if you decide to meet.
Hypothesize, if I made this plan a year ago, and if you had accepted, I'd have returned from vacation already by now.
Furthermore, today we would be ready to meet in person.
Let's learn from the past. If you continue to do what you have been doing, also you will continue to get what you have gotten. We have to change the action to change the result. Sapphy, you can try today or soon. Please try it. We don't want to be late, which means we have to do it early. The earlier you accept the agreement, the earlier I leave, the earlier I return. Like in the game of tennis, some opportunities exist only for seconds. Sapphy use this guideline: Please take the opportunity.

Accept by wearing orange and everything will be in the proper state and complete. It's ready and right. If you can stay with it for 3 weeks while I finish the final Places 4 in about a week, everything will work out. Everyone wins: you, your parents, Mr. P, and I.

Subjects

Onto another subject. Recently, your parent has really surprised me. I wish to add something for him in this final movie as a part alongside your Ma.

Concerning Mr. P, I've been ignorant about marriage in the past, more than 10 years ago. Acquired in the proximity after that time, today I have a different view.
Today, I wish to sustain in full value the exquisite shape that is established which is the relationship of marriage.

That's all.
Here I part and say ciao.

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-- Feb 10, 2024, 9:20pm PST