The faults


Today by seeing I have comprehended the actions of Mr. P's partner and himself.
It's mistaken about Mr. P's other half if the suspicion is I wrote or secretly messaged to her.
Why would he believe I'm responsible for her actions?

#1) He can possibly blame me for his girl's actions, yet simultaneously an equal blame would be given to himself. What I mean is,
in the occasions of movies stars, superstars, or also for anyone who has any degree of fame, girls do all sorts or manner of things for those in the limelight. By Mr. P's public works and contributions, he then must give the responsibility and blame to himself for the hundreds, thousands, or millions of girls who got body art , body piercings, and anything they're inspired to do for being fond of him.
I may inspire like actions in some degree from girls who grow to care about me, by some limelight. In which case, I'm responsible for the actions of his girl, likewise as he's responsible for the actions of the countless girls who like him. The sum of faults could be a million.
Consequently, for the plenty of numerous girls he's given fault for, hence perhaps only in jealousy did Mr. P's partner respond by growing to consider me in fondness.

Generally, people are given exclusive responsibility for their own actions.
If that's true, the understanding is I shouldn't purposefully be given blame for someone I didn't try to win the affection of, and the self motivation in her actions are a responsibility I can't take credit for.

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#2) I can only recall 4 times I had written some sentences to Mr. P's partner by 'implying', in the past 2 years I had known about her.

They are:
a) The last time I wrote to her, was in blog "Saturs" I said:
I don't blame her in the slightest. She's very nice. To many people, she's a good friend. I hope she doesn't ever feel bad. Although, I'll give anyone assurance. I gave the statement in many blogs.
"There's nothing happening between her and I."

Notice the last sentence.

b)In blog "total". You'll find I had given her a compliment at the blog's end.
Next, is my reason. From the day of "total", in the prior week or weeks she was by reputation building self-esteem. However, the entire blog had the effect of degrading her or cutting her down to a small size. This was unintentional. Hence, the blog may have hurt her feelings and embarrassed her. In addition, I discovered months before she may have used a few weeks toward appreciating me.
The irony is when juxtaposed in consideration, that while she gave weeks toward building her self-esteem and appreciating me, I responded by spending an entire blog at degrading and embarrassing her.
The result is, in sympathy the end compliment I had given to her was the compensation for my discourteous blog.
I didn't rewrite my past quote here so that you may see it in context, when you decide to find "total".

c) In a 2023 blog, I had told her I was completely devoted to Sapphy.
d) In a 2022 blog, I had apologized to her for my unsympathetic remark.

Last Points

I apologize but I must say, Panda, her Parents, I, and Everyone knows Mr. P for years has wanted to start a relationship with Panda. When his partner is responding to his wish, why would he be angry about something he wants to happen?

Is the anger about the latest blog I wrote? If so, when I had disagreed about a friendship in the length of nearly 2 years, am I or is he at fault when I only wrote again in defense when he had continued his pursuit for friendship?

Today I recognized Mr. P's partner who has contributed to appreciate me. In the blog "Checker" I made 4 days ago I said:
I hope everyone remembers, that any relationship that's current or in history I want not to interfere.

 

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-- January 27, 2024, 4:30am EDT
~ Update: 10am